Just Get Started!

Posted on August 4, 2017 by Patti Fralix

Perhaps like me you made some New Year’s Resolutions, which I prefer to call commitments.  How have you been doing with those?  Well, I have had a slow start with mine.  I have not made much progress with the twenty pounds I want to lose, going down and up a couple of pounds a week.  I am trying to be kind to myself, and focusing on the fact that I have started, that I have at least not gained any more, and that losing one or two pounds is better than adding to that.  While this is true, and I do need to focus on the positive to keep moving forward, I am still disappointed with myself.  Instead of allowing myself to have a pity party, I want to get serious about losing the weight.  To do so, however, requires that I get serious about something else.

I long ago realized that for me to lose weight I must combine better and less eating with exercise.  I also learned many years ago that as much as I plan to, regardless of how many gyms I join, I will not consistently go to a gym and exercise.  Nor will I get on a bicycle or treadmill at home.  I do not like to exercise on machines!  The only exercise that has worked for me over the years is walking.  And not running, just walking.  I also know that I am cold natured, so walking outside when it is cold is not something I easily do.  Although there are indoor areas for walking, such as the mall and my church recreation center, I have not used those.  So, winter weather gave me a great excuse to not exercise.  In spring and summer, there is no excuse.  So, I got off to a good start, then one of my hips started hurting, and just this week I have had a problem with one of my feet, so my walking routine has temporarily stopped. I am unsure what to do at this point, other than let the hip and foot heal and focus more on eating less until I can resume exercising. I know it will take longer to lose the weight this way.

Have you found that once you start doing something, it is easier to keep doing it?  Also, that one good habit or routine seems to make it easier to develop and maintain others?  That is what I have found to be the case.  Once I got serious about eating better and less, and the weather cooperated, I found it much easier to get outside and walk for exercise.  Once I walked the first time, the second time was easier.  I found that getting started was the hardest part, and that once I got started, it was harder to quit than to continue.  And that being consistent with one good habit made it easier to be consistent with others, such as eating better and less.

Enough about me.  I am honest about my struggles, hoping that in so doing, it will inspire others to deal better with theirs.  Sometimes, however, we let ourselves off the hook by focusing on the struggles of others.  It can become too easy to look at others and fail to look at ourselves.

What do you need to get started doing?  It may not be weight control and exercise for you.  It could be stopping something, such as smoking or spending too much money, or getting in control of some other area of your life.  Whatever it is, whatever promise you made to yourself at the beginning of the new year, there is still some time left in 2017 for you (and me!) to be successful.

If we just get started!  And what better time to get started than now?  It will not get any easier.

So, let’s just get started, and keep the positive momentum going.

Good luck on your journey to being the best that you can be!

 

 

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Living in the Past

Posted on July 28, 2017 by Patti Fralix

One of my commitments for the summer is to clean out my closet.  This is a daunting task.  While I am making some progress, there is still a lot left to be done.  One of the reasons it takes me so long is that I have difficulty parting with things.  And my closet has lots of things housed in it, not just clothes.  This includes photos.  Yesterday while looking for some reel to reel tapes of our oldest daughter Tara’s young years to be digitized (which I never found) I discovered boxes of photos.  I spent several hours going through them.  I organized the photos for each family member.  In the process, I went down memory lane, living in the past.  I discovered several things in the process.

One discovery is that I have taken too many pictures through the years, and many of them were of people who are no longer in my life due to time and distance, and some, due to death. The photos of the people who have passed away were easier to deal with than those who haven’t.  I kept some of the photos of loved ones who are deceased, wanting to remember them as an important part of my history.  For others, I could let go of some of the photos of those who were only a part of my life for a certain time, a time which passed many years ago.

I suppose we all have people at different phases of our lives who, for various reasons, we do not carry into our future.   Even so, I had difficulty parting with all of their photos.  If someone else is charged with the arduous task of cleaning out these photos when I am no longer around or able to, they will have no idea who many of these people are.  I did destroy some of these, but kept entirely too many.  This reinforced something I have known about myself for many years.  I hang on to people too long, and not just in the nonphysical sense.  The photos reinforced that knowledge.

Another discovery is the importance of traditions and family.  There were many photos of Thanksgivings past, an important holiday celebration in our family.  Each year I put photos out of the family at Thanksgivings we have shared for the past thirty years, and the nieces and nephews especially enjoy poring over those.  Those photos must remain.  What I have been able to let go of is framed photos of many of the children at different stages.  Those were taking up too much space.  I accepted the suggestion of a decorator I had do some work in our home during the winter to clear out that clutter.  Many of those are photos of family members who always enjoy going down memory lane by seeing photos of their early years.  I have added those to the other family photos that can be spread out on the coffee table to be enjoyed each Thanksgiving, and not have them take up so much space on furniture surfaces.  That change was a hard one to make.  I still have family framed photos, just not so many. 

Poring through photos of family members who are no longer family, and deciding what to do with those, was especially difficult.  Photos of Tara’s dad were put away for her, as were photos of his family. I had to keep some of the photos of that family since they are still my family, and in my heart, will always be; divorce did not change that. I could not part with all the photos of friends who have died, even those who I have not seen for many years.  That would feel like wiping them out of my history, and I could not do that.   I was able to let go of many photos of business colleagues who due to death and other changes are no longer in my life.  While memories with some of them will always remain, the photos are not necessary to keep those memories alive.    

I separated many of the photos into packets for each family member.  I did not want to make decisions about which photos Mike, Tara, Chatham, and Paula and family, would want to keep.  I hope they will take those to their homes now, since they are theirs.  But if they don’t, I am willing to box them up for them and maintain them, for them to go through, (and probably discard!) when I am no longer able to try to convince them otherwise.  I just could not destroy those memories.  Too many ballet recitals, school pictures, and pictures of birthdays past.  But those represent our family history.  Let others decide they do not need to be maintained; I could not do it. 

My closet feels lighter, and so do I.  Now I need to do the same with those digital photos!

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A Life Well Lived

Posted on July 21, 2017 by Patti Fralix

You have probably heard it said that we should think about our funeral while we are still living, envisioning our eulogy.  What would others say about us?  How would our spouse, children, and other loved ones describe us, and what would they say about the life we lived?  The purpose of this is to change those things about us that we are not proud of (and I imagine most of us have them) while there is still time.  I have thought about this a lot this week, remembering the Celebration of Life of a business colleague of my husband Mike’s that we attended last week.  Paul O’Day passed away June 1, leaving behind 4 adult children, 13 grandchildren, and many friends.  He left a powerful and positive legacy.

I knew Paul O’Day, having attended his meetings with Mike, who was on the board of the association of which Paul was the president for many years.  I saw him as a warm, engaging, and friendly person.  And per others who knew him much more intimately, he was these things, and so much more.  Paul O’Day likely never needed to envision his funeral so he could make changes.  I am reminded of the quote that aptly describes him, “Who you are speaks so loudly I can’t hear what you say.” In a two-hour celebration of his life, Paul O’Day’s family, friends, and business associates told with great consistency of the man who they knew and loved. I was amazed at the outpouring of affection for this man, and from people from many parts of his life.  His words and actions obviously touched so many people.

I took notes during the celebration, wanting to remember this life well lived as a model for others of us.  So, while this is about Paul O’Day, it is also about the rest of us, those of us who if we are reading this Blog still have time to be the person we want to be.  Paul O’ Day’s life is now in the history books.

There were many words used to describe Paul O’Day, words such as Incredibly Humble, Highly Principled, Warm, Genuine, Dedicated, and Fun.  Stories were told by many people of his love of reading, and more than one person said anytime you were with Paul, he would ask, “What book are you reading?” He gave his children and grandchildren books for their birthdays and other events.  He was an intellect, knowledgeable about history, the arts, Shakespeare, and world events.  The fact that Paul was the first in his family to graduate from high school may have been a motivating factor in him furthering his education, culminating in an honorary doctorate after earning a Masters’ degree from American University and a Juris Doctor from Georgetown University.  He also received Georgetown University’s Constitutional Law Award.  There were many other awards he received, and while all this is impressive, these degrees and awards are not what I will remember most about Paul O’Day.

What I will remember about Paul O’Day is that he was first and foremost about relationships, and not what those relationships could do for him, but what he could do for them.  It was mentioned more than once that he was incredibly generous, always picking up the check.  He was generous with his time and his connections, enjoying introducing others, truly expecting nothing in return.

I will also remember his optimism, the fact that no one mentioned him ever complaining about anything.  His wife and his children told of his love, his celebrations, and his generosity. While they noted his accomplishments, they spend more time focusing on the wonderful man he was, the husband, father, and grandfather he was.

There is more that could be told about Paul O’Day, but he would want us to focus on others, on ourselves.  While he would most likely be proud of his celebration, as he should be, he would undoubtedly care more about the people who came together, people who he cherished from different parts of his life.  He would probably be more interested in what lessons (although he would probably not call them “lessons,” but maybe “messages”) can be gleaned from his life.  There are more, but I will list three.

First, and by far the most important, is the importance of relationships.  People matter more than degrees, financial assets, or positions of power.  When it is all over for us, people will remember how we made them feel when we were in their presence.  While ego gets a lot of media attention, humility matters more.  There is no position power in the great beyond.

Secondly, we are one person, not two.  There should be consistency in our personal and professional life. If we act with integrity in our business life and not in our personal life, others will not judge us as a person of integrity.  I think about my husband as an example of this, and the number of times that he has told a server that he was undercharged.  They are always surprised, and thank him for his honesty.  That is integrity as important as a business dealing.  Who we are speaks so much more loudly than what we say.

And finally, the impermanence of life.  We can be healthy one minute, assuming our life will go on as we know it, only to be stopped by a disease that will shorten it.  That happened to Paul O’Day, it seems to be happening to Senator John McCain, and it may be happening to some reading this.  There are others of us, however, who have more time.  Time to right wrongs, time to live without regret, and time to be the people we want to be, before it is too late.

It is decision time.

 

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Communication Nation

Posted on July 14, 2017 by Patti Fralix

People have different styles of communication.  Some of the differences come from personality, which I have written about in previous posts.  My personality tool, It’s in the Sauce, identifies those differences, and provides insight into how to communicate best with different types of people.  However, personality differences are only one of the differences related to communication.  There are others that are all too common.

It isn’t infrequent for me to be a part of a conversation with a mother of an adult child lamenting about how hard it is to get the adult son or daughter to communicate with them.  I must admit, I am sometimes that mother!  Most of us know to not expect phone calls from our adult children, or that our phone calls will be answered or returned.  We are usually dealing with the texting generation, so we have learned to text when we want to get info to or from our adult children. Even that does not always, or even often, work.  It is bewildering.  We know our texts are usually received when or soon after they are sent.  We also expect that they are read.  Then why are they not answered?  And if the text is answered, it is often much later and with incomplete information.  Reasons for this?  Unfortunately, sometimes the failure of the adult child to reply to a parent’s text is reflective of a relationship problem.  This post is not intended to address that reason.  Sometimes the other person thinks they are too busy to reply. This relates more to the respect the individual shows to the other person. And this is not just with teenagers or adult children, but all of us at times. Not replying to a text is at best careless and is often rude, whether it is intentional or unintentional.  Perhaps it is appropriate to identify some “rules” for texting.

Texting is best used to give or receive quick info that is not complicated.  If the matter is complicated, another communication method should be used.  Most people who text often are tied to their phones and aware of a text when it comes in, and read at that time. If it isn’t answered soon, there is a reason, and not always a good one.  One of the reasons is that the text comes in when the other person is driving.  Yes, too many people do read their texts while driving, and you know this to be true.  The person may be talking with another person, or is engaged in something else that requires their full attention. These are all good reasons for not replying to texts quickly. There are other reasons that are not so defensible.

Another reason for not replying to a text quickly is that the individual does not know the answer, and must check with someone else or do some research before answering.  This also happens with emails.  This is understandable and defensible, and there is a quick solution so that the other person knows the text or email is not being ignored or hasn’t been seen. The solution is to reply letting the other person know that you received their question, do not have the answer, but will be back in touch soon (defining “soon”) with it.  Although this is a good approach, it is easy to forget to reply.  We have all done this.  The difference between those who do this occasionally or infrequently and those who have a reputation of slow or no response separates good communicators from poor communicators.

Emails are another means of communication that have some “rules.”  Emails should be answered the same business day, or within twenty-four hours. This is especially true in business, and it should be true on a personal level as well.  The reason for this is simple.  People are busy.  If someone takes his time to write an email to someone else, there is a reason.  The reason is usually that they need to give the other person info or get info from that person.  The solution to the problem of not having the information (or determining that it is not appropriate to give the information at this time) is not complicated.  A simple, “Got it; I will be back in touch about this hopefully by the end of the week,” or whatever is an appropriate time frame, is sufficient.  If some response is not given, the person who sent the email can only imagine why there is no response, and human nature being what it is, we usually conjure up a negative reason for the no response.  Sometimes the person receiving the email has the information and does not want to deliver it, for a variety of reasons.  Regardless, some response is appropriate, even if it is non-committal.

Back to the issue of phone calls.  Although we can’t expect our adult children to return our phone calls, (and yes, we should be able to expect them to) we should be able to expect others to do so. Friends aside, people are too busy to call us to chit-chat; if they call, they need something.  If a voice mail is left, we should listen to it before returning the phone call. Doing so often saves us both time, unless the message is simply, “Call me back.”  Avoid wasting others’ time in this manner.  Leave the detail that will tell the other person what they need to know, including when you will be available for a call back, or not.  Phone tag wastes time.

We are not perfect people, and none of us are perfect communicators.  Our goal in communication should be to deliver to and receive information from others in a timely and respectful manner.

While the information in this post is not all inclusive, if we adopt some of these “rules,” we will be a better communicator.

Now, answer those emails, phone calls, and texts.  And maybe even call (or text) your mother!

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Let Freedom Ring

Posted on July 6, 2017 by Patti Fralix

We just celebrated the birth of our nation’s independence, the 4th of July.   The United States of America adopted its Declaration of Independence 241 years ago.  The significance of this cannot be overstated.  This is all about freedom.  But although the significance of our independence as a nation cannot be overrated, freedom can be.  Too much freedom is, well, too much.  The land of the free and the home of the brave need to be managed well or the freedoms we hold dear may be in jeopardy. 

Freedom is a slippery slope. At this point in our country’s history, we seem to be more concerned about individual liberties than the collective good.  At what point will we be able to sacrifice some individual liberties for the sake of the common good?  The answer to this is not clear at all. 

Just because we have the freedom to speak in a certain way does not mean that we should.  We seem to be losing sense of right and wrong in regards to language in our society.  I have been concerned for many years about the degradation of our language, speaking out against profanity, especially from the platform.  I am afraid that battle is lost.  Many people use profanity in everyday language, even people who we would not think would.  While I am offended by it, I do not think that most people are; it has become so common place.  But if speaking in this manner by adults in positions of power is acceptable, what are our children to think?  I think our teenagers see this as a license to do likewise.  Why would they not?  And I must ask, is this the behavior we want in our children?  And if not, then why do we continue to model this behavior to them?  Have we forgotten that children learn what they live?

And what about our freedom to live and do as we please, even if doing so puts those we care the most about in jeopardy?  Do we have a higher obligation to be our best selves, to live lives of honor, even when doing so isn’t easy?  And who ever said our lives should be easy anyway?  We seem to have forgotten the sacrifice and obligation part of being a member of society.  Many people are more focused on pleasure than purpose.  We seem to be losing our moral compass.

Freedom is always accompanied by sacrifice; nothing important is ever accomplished without it.  Yet many seem to be more focused on doing what they think is best for them, without regard for how their choices affect others. The freedom to do what we want at times comes face to face with the facts of obligation.

As I write this the TV is on and the woman who is the featured artist is scantily clothed.  Her talent is without question. I am curious; could she not dress more respectfully and still be viewed as the talent that she obviously is?  Who decided that her attire is necessary for this audience?  While she has the freedom to dress in this manner, does she need to?

Just because we can does not mean that we should.

We should spend less time worrying about what the Donald is doing and more time focused on what we are doing.


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Camp Nana 2017

Posted on June 30, 2017 by Patti Fralix

This year’s Camp Nana has come and gone, as quickly as the years have passed since these three precious granddaughters have been blessing our lives.  I think the best example of how quickly time flies is how fast our grandchildren grow up.  It is hard for me to believe that Mary Grace is 12, Elsie is 10, and Virginia is now 5, having celebrated her 5th birthday earlier this week.  My times with them create some of my favorite memories, and I hope, theirs. 

The girls came to Raleigh with their parents on 6/17, and I left them yesterday, after having taken them home and spending a few days with them there, and celebrating Virginia’s birthday.  Although I miss them all the time, the “misses” are worst when I have been with them for a few days. There is a hole in my heart that aches for a few days once we are apart.  This reminds me of how I felt when I was separated from my Grandmother Grace, the grandmother who raised me from my early years until I was 9.  I can vividly remember being separated from her, and the loss I felt.  Grandmother Grace passed away in 1975, less than one month after Tara, the mother of these wonderful grandchildren, was born.  While the loss of this wonderful grandmother is still with me, the memories of her love and caring are also. 

Mary Grace, Elsie, Virginia and I played, shopped, and cooked together during this year’s Camp Nana.  We had a special activity each day.  Mary Grace and Elsie went to Baking Camp at Sur La Table for five mornings, (compliments of their parents) while Virginia relaxed in the mornings.  In the afternoons, we went to Marbles Kids Museum, Frankie’s Arcade, Tea at Oak Park Tea Room, and one afternoon was spent at the pool with Lolly.  There was also a shopping excursion, which included new Converse sneakers for all three girls.

While the activities and the purchases are fun and appreciated, I think the girls care more for the time spent with their grandparents and relatives than they do anything else they receive. While we call this time “Camp Nana,” it is also Camp MoMo.  MoMo moves in with us and does as much with and for the girls as I do.  Dr. Danks was working out of town for most of the week, but enjoyed his time with the girls when he was home.  Cousin Bridget, who the girls love to be with and who gives them special time, spent a couple of nights with them and enjoyed Marbles Museum with us.  And Aunt Chatham, Uncle Johnathan, and Lolly and family came over while the girls were in town, making our memories even more special. 

Summer is a wonderful time for relaxing, being with family and friends, and creating memories that will last a lifetime. This year’s Camp Nana certainly qualifies for all of this, other than perhaps the “relaxing” part.  I am exhausted!

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My Book Launch

Posted on June 23, 2017 by Patti Fralix

The publication of my second book, A Year in the Life of a Recovering Spendaholic, occurred this past March.  Many of you have been so kind in your remarks about the book, and I sincerely thank you for your support.  This has been a busy couple of months, with my Book Launch held on June 1 especially exciting.  I want to personally acknowledge those who made this event so successful.

First, I want to thank the Book Launch host, Leah Friedman, who planned and executed the entire event.  Leah is owner of Raleigh Green Gables, a professional organizing company in Raleigh, NC.  She is also a friend, Solo Sister, and fellow book club member.  When she first heard of my book’s upcoming release, Leah said she wanted to host a Book Launch Party for me.  And what a stellar job she did!  I think many people came for Leah as much as for me!  During selling her home and buying a new one, Leah made time for this event.  She would have had a good reason to change her decision about hosting this event, but she followed through with the Book Launch and hosted a wonderful party.  We all know some people who seem to do more than one would ever expect, and Leah is in that category.  I am honored to call her friend, fellow Book Club member, and Solo Sister.

And speaking of Solo Sisters, (women without siblings), many Solo Sisters were present at the Book launch.  I was so humbled by their showing of support, both at the event, and afterwards. This was a busy time of the year for many people, yet they came.

I am a member of two book clubs, one that has been together for twelve plus years and has twelve members, and the other that has been together for two years, and has seven members.  Friends from both book clubs honored me with their presence at the Book Launch.  Additionally, one of the Book Clubs selected Spendaholic for our June book reading.

Another group that was well represented at the Book Launch was my Writer’s Group.  This group meets monthly to discuss all aspects of writing, publishing, and marketing books.  It is in large part due to the encouragement of the facilitator of this writer’s group, and the support of the group, that I finally finished and published this book.  The company I chose to publish my book is co-owned by the Writer’s Group facilitator, who was not able to be at the Book Launch, yet her business partner was.

Another group that needs to be acknowledged is family and friends.  These are the ones who lived through the year of no spending, and who could write a book themselves about the journey!  Those who were there represented many more who could not be there.  I am so grateful for those who were there and those who would have been if they could.

I learned several important lessons from this event.  One, the importance of connections, and not for business purposes, but for support.  The people who celebrate with us, who come when we have an event, give us more than their time and attention. They give us the value of their belief in us.  And in so doing, we know that we matter to them.  And they to us.  We will, of course, return the favor, and not in a quid pro quo fashion, but because we care.

I truly thought that it was fine to just come and to not purchase a book.  Some who came had already purchased the book, and even if they had not and did not, I was grateful for their presence.  Most did purchase a book, and some more than one!  This experience reminded me of other functions I have been invited to, including Pampered Chef parties, clothes parties, and jewelry parties.  It is usually assumed that the guests will purchase something, assuming they can afford to.  Not that it should be “expected,” but in doing so, we are helping our friends who are hosting the events.  I want to be sure to “give back” as others gave to me; again, not as quid pro quo, but as caring people who can all help each other, and should, when we can.

I also saw first-hand that there are some people, like Leah Friedman, who are more than able to reach out and do for others, and who follow through.  I want to always be like them. I don’t want to take the easy way out and fail to do the work that is required to host an event, entertain, and give of my time, money, and energy.  We are all busy, but despite that, some do, and others don’t.  I want to be a doer.

I want to be like Leah Friedman, and like the others who cared enough to honor me with their support at my Book Launch.

Thank you all, sincerely.

 

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Father’s Day Without a Father

Posted on June 15, 2017 by Patti Fralix

No, this isn’t what you think.  When you read the title, you probably thought this was about my father having passed away.  Well, he may have, I don’t know; at least I don’t know definitively.  I do not know who my biological father is.  And I believe I have a right to that information.  I am 65 years old, and my health history is becoming more important to me.  At this age, and this has been true for many years, I am not looking for a family in wanting that information.  I have a wonderful family, and I do not want to be a part of a family that does not want me.  I am confident enough to not need that.  I just want to know my lineage, and my health history. 

Since I bared my soul in my recently published book, A Year in the Life of a Recovering Spendaholic, I am ready to be vulnerable enough to post this in the hopes that it will help someone.  I am not expecting that it will help me.  If there is even one person who is helped by this, it will be worth me going through the emotions I can keep at bay most of the time, except at Father’s Day, to write it.  My passion is inspiring positive change in work, life, and family, and this covers all of those. 

Now, the story.  My mother was pregnant with me when she married my legal father.  They divorced a few years later. (I am not even sure how old I was when they divorced, and there are few people left in my family who can fill in those time gaps for me.) I did not see my legal father very often, although I was close to his family, especially his parents.  He remarried a few years later, and his wife would not “let” him see me.  I wasn’t very old when I realized that a father, legal or biological, who allows anyone to separate him from his child, isn’t much of a father, or even much of a man.

My mother passed away in 1998 at the age of 64, and she carried the secret of my biological father with her to her grave.  Through the years I had bits and pieces of information that my legal father was not my biological father, and even asked my mother for that truth, and she denied it.  I can only surmise that she wanted to maintain the illusion for me of the family I had been legally a part of.  Given the circumstances I have encountered since being told who is (supposedly) my biological father, I also think she did not want me to be rejected by the man who is my father if/when I approached him and asked him to verify his paternity.  Just an assumption on my part. 

My legal father told me the story after my mother died.  He verified that he was not my biological father, and that he had promised my mother he would not tell me that.  Once she was gone, he said he thought I had a right to the information, and I agreed.  I think his motives in giving me this information were mainly selfless. The “mainly” part refers to the possibility that he might think this information excused him from not being a present or good father.  It didn’t, but I could understand that he might think so.  He told me the story he said my mother told him, and that he had no reason to disbelieve it.  He also said that there were situations that occurred that reinforced that the man my mother said was my biological father likely was.

Not long after hearing the information, I called and spoke with my (supposed) biological father.  He turned me over to one of his daughters for her to deal with me, and I spoke with her and later met with her and her sister.  I made it clear in all conversations that I was not looking for a relationship, nor money; all I wanted was my lineage and my health history.  At that point, the two daughters were cooperating with me, and agreed that I had a right to know if he was my biological father.  But their mother had an entirely different opinion, and (per one of them) threatened to disown them if they had any further contact with me.  So, they didn’t.  Emotional bondage was strong enough to separate them and me from the truth.  One of the daughters did contact me a few years ago, and in that conversation, I learned her father passed away a few years previously.

The irony of two women “refusing” to allow a man to have a relationship with his child is not lost on me, or the similarity between these two weak men and their mean wives. 

The similarities between how my mother dealt with my paternity and how the woman married to my (supposed) biological father dealt with it are striking.  I believe my mother wanted me to be able to maintain the illusion of family that I had had with my legal father, so she refused to tell me the truth.  Hers was an act of omission.  The wife of my (supposed) biological father likely wanted to maintain the illusion of her nuclear family, and admitting my existence would shatter that.  Hers is an act of commission. 

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Transitions and Relationships

Posted on June 8, 2017 by Patti Fralix

Another traditional school year has ended.  Your family may have experienced the end of pre-school, grade school, middle school, high school, and college for your children or grandchildren.  The end of the school year also includes the end of some activities, such as dance, piano, and sports.  Each year this time many families have major transitions.  Some of what you and your family have experienced will now only be a memory.  You and they will move on to other things, leaving behind people and experiences that have been a major part of your lives, some for many years. It is time to let go to move on. But we should be careful about who, what, and how we let go.

Our family had a high school graduation recently.  My cousin, Paula (who is more like a daughter than a cousin) and her husband Bryan’s son Patrick is soon off to college, leaving behind many of his high school friends and life as he has known it.  It seems like only yesterday that three-year-old Patrick was walking down the aisle as ring bearer in our daughter Tara’s wedding.  Now Patrick will soon go to college, and Tara’s oldest daughter, Mary Grace, will be in the seventh grade.  Our other two granddaughters, Elsie, who is 10 and Virginia only a couple of weeks shy of five years old, are also growing and changing.  And while I am grateful that these children are growing and changing in normal ways, I am feeling the reality of the saying, “The Days Pass Slowly, But the Years Fly By.”   

In the past week, Patrick has said, “I only have a little more time with my friends before we go in different directions.”  This comment was made as an explanation for why he was choosing to spend so much time with his friends instead of doing other things. This is normal behavior at his age, wanting to be with your friends.  He is right, he will soon lose connection with many of his friends.  And that too is normal.  It is impossible to keep up with everyone we have been connected to as our lives and theirs changes.

While transitions are normal and it is to be expected that we will not maintain connections with all who have been a part of our lives, it is important to choose carefully which relationships to maintain.  It is easy to lose touch with people who have been an important part of our lives in different stages.  Relationships require time and commitment, and it is easy to lose touch with people just because of time and distance.  There is a difference in friends and social relationships.  At times in our lives we have many social relationships and fewer friends.  As we age, we often have less social relationships and more true friends, “more” not in absolute number, but in depth.

I am reminded of another saying, “Make New Friends but Keep the Old, One is Silver and the Other Gold.”

I hope that Patrick, Mary Grace, Elsie, and Virginia have lives filled with good times and good relationships.  And I wish for them, and all of us, more gold than silver.

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Do Overs and Do Nothings!

Posted on June 1, 2017 by Patti Fralix

If one is emotionally fragile (and we can all be at some point,) the overall lack of service experienced today can send us over the edge.  I wrote about this last week, and ended that article being grateful for my blessings.  I still am.  What I am writing about today is a similar subject, and I remain grateful that I have very few serious problems to complain about, and this is not one of them.  But my intent is not to complain, but to help us change things that need to be changed, including changing ourselves and some of our expectations.

We are experiencing an overall lack of service, and our time is dramatically compromised.  A few examples.  There are too many do overs and do nothings.

I am writing this while waiting for a FedEx delivery that requires a signature.  I have spent most of the day at home when I need to be out taking care of other and more important business.  Oh, I have been productive while waiting, but as the day comes to an end, my patience is wearing thin.  And since I have committed most of my day to this, I do not want to cave now and have to go through the process all over again.  Thinking that I should be able to find a reasonable time window in which the delivery will be made, I went on line and called FedEx, both to no avail. The only information available is that the package will be delivered between 8:30am and the end of the day, whatever time the end of the day is!  Unacceptable.  With today’s technology, that is amazing.  The reason I was given for no more information than this by the live voice when I was finally able to get to one (a feat in and of itself) was that the package was shipped by FedEx Ground.  So what?  Why does a major company like FedEx want to upset its customers like this?  We know they have the technology, why are they not using it?

Another example.  I called the property management association that represents our beach condo on May 19th and put in an order request to get what was obviously a live bird at that point out of our dryer vent.  I even personally told the maintenance person who would likely handle the problem about it, that I had called the association office and reported it, and filled out the required service order request.  Nothing was done by them to either fix the problem, which I found out a week later when I was back at the condo, nor did anyone communicate anything about this to me.  (The condo is in a location three hours from our residence.)  I called back on May 26th when it was obvious nothing had been done, and there was a terrible odor in the dryer.  There was no more bird chirping however, so I assumed the bird had died in the vent.  Again, I was assured someone would call me back and tell me what would be done about the problem.  Today is May 31st, twelve days later, and not only has no one from the association called me back, but nothing was done to fix the problem, other than what I did.  I reported the problem to our rental agency, and they removed the dead bird from the dryer vent.  The lack of service and information from our property management association is unacceptable.  I am upset, and sad about the bird.

One more example.  Once I can leave the house (after the FedEx delivery) later today or tomorrow, one of my errands is to take back a pair of pants that I picked up from the tailor yesterday, which still have the two tears in them that they were taken to her to repair. Too much of my time is spent dealing with do overs, and I imagine you have similar stories.  This is the last time I will use this tailor.  It is not the first time for a problem of this nature with her.  I will no longer give my money and my time to this tailor who has failed to finish garments when promised, and too often her work has not been done correctly.  She even requires payment up front, which would be fine, if the work was done on time and right.  Enough do overs with this person.  I have another tailor whose work is always right and on time, and although she is a greater driving distance away, she is more than worth the distance. I only regret that some of the money she should have made from me went to the other tailor. 

What should we do about the overall lack of service?  First, we should refuse to give our hard-earned money to companies who make it difficult for us to enjoy doing business with them. Enough of the aggravations; we should be enjoying our relationship with those we support with our business.

We should expect an occasional problem.  We are not error free ourselves, so we should expect and accept graciously an occasional service problem. 

If/when appropriate, we should communicate our concern through the right channels, which is often to management, even though doing so takes time.  The problem is often a systems problem, not a people problem, which is reinforced by a quote I have used many times: “People don’t fail, systems do.”  And if the problem is a people problem, that is often also a systems problem, such as lack of training, management, and/or accountability.  If management is not made aware of our problems doing business with them, they may not have enough information to even know there is a problem.  Yes, they should know, but shouda woulda coulda gets us nowhere.  Let’s care enough to give them the information they need.

We may also need to change some of our expectations.  Things often take longer today than they should.  What we might think should only take a day, may take two or more days, whether it should, or not.  We can choose the time frame which is reasonable to us, but let’s be realistic, otherwise we will be dealing with more negativity than is good for us.  We should monitor progress, although we shouldn’t have to.  I am reminded of a client of mine who taught me this years ago. (Thank you, Render, you were so right about the need to monitor and follow up.) Yes, things should be done as expected, but they will not always be.

Finally, we should be nice.  Even when we are not getting the service we are paying for and deserve.  Which reminds me of a saying attributed to Maya Angelou. 

“I have learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how we made them feel.”

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